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Natalie:
Well, I just finished going out to eat. There was a fine guy sitting at the table
across from me. And I found out I can’t
mail this letter! Ann says I have a
better chance getting this to you by throwing it out the window than mailing
it. Well, I’m going to bed. Miss ya!
I LOVE
BRYAN! Does he love me? NO!
Sunday, 3-23-97 3:30 pm
We just sat around the house today. Two guys just came to the house next to
ours. They’re not fine, but not
ugly. Maybe a little older than me. Well, more later.
Monday, 3-24-97 5:35 am
Well we have to wake up early today to go to the Mayan
ruins. Well, I haven’t really started to
work on my tan, but I really need to. I
was just laying here thinking about all the things we’ve done together, and
about you moving:( How is was it in Georgia? Do you think you will like it there? I’m starting to have more fun. We probably won’t be back for 10 hours. Well, got to go.
10:30 PM
Well, we just got home from Chichen Itza. It’s a very interesting place. I’ll explain when we get our pictures
developed. Anyways, the house we have is
right on the beach ocean. The
view is incredible! My bathroom is fairly
large. I still need to take pictures of
the town. I really pray that you had
Lindsey ask Bryan. You Her asking
him was sooo important. That was not
something that could have been said later, whether I’m happy or sad. More
tomorrow, bye!
Tuesday, 3-25-97
Well I got back from snorkeling – it was fun. There were fish all around me. I was laying out on the boat and my face is
sooo burnt. It’s weird how many times
our hearts have been broken and we’re only 14/13. And you know you said you feel the same way
towards Preston as Pedro, but not as fast.
That’s the same with me and Bryan.
I never felt this way about Jeff so fast. It would break my heart if he never wanted to
talk to me, but I need to expect it. And
I’m not showing my bitchy, superficial side around him. I don’t care if he’s
younger. I have a feeling he wants me to
get lost. But I have faith, and as long
as we have that anything can happen! We
just have to smile through it. And we
will go out (if he doesn’t already hate me).
You better have told him, or I’ll be pissed. Because you can’t tell him Monday, it would
be too late.
Holding on to all hope,
Natalie
Tell that Ann bitch to f* off. You got this letter to me just fine. Hater!
And yes, it was weird how many times “we had our hearts broken” at that
age… though to be fair, I think we can all agree that some 7th grade
tool not wanting to be your boyfriend doesn’t really count as getting your
heart broken. That’s the beauty of
growing up. Everything grows
exponentially, from the length of your legs to your cup size to a person’s
ability to royally screw you over. I’ll take
some kid not wanting to go out with me over that shit any day! Not that I want to start dating kids. That’s weird…
Anywhoo, I can only hope that Nat’s faith will get her through this limbo
she seems to be in with Bryan. It must
have been more serious than I gave her credit for, if she was willing to hide
her bitchy side. I know, what bitchy
side, right?! Oh, Natty. Perhaps you should focus your faith on
someone more important than this Bryan turd.
Like maybe that person staring back at you in the mirror?
Holding on to all hope,
Nic
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